Friday 30 December 2016

One of my main passions in life is animals, and I have the privilege of spending a lot of time in close capacity to animals and it has made me who I am, and I got that opportunity to do this through Animal Antiks. Animal antiks is an organisation set up to enable young people, just like me, to find themselves and shine in their strengths and grow in their weaknesses through engaging with animals. Through bonding with animal’s horses, I have truly become myself. When I got to know the horses I just felt so at peace, and the more time I got to spend with them the more I got to know about myself. It is well and truly like I have found a missing piece of myself, a piece that quite a lot of people would call purpose. Even on my worst days I know that I have something that I can do, even when all the world seems against me I know that I have some creatures who will be there to listen and just be on my side. I owe so much to animal antiks, without them I wouldn’t have a life merely just an existence and If I lost that I would be devastated. The wonderful place that makes me so happy is about to disappear; the hs2 is going through the farm meaning there is nowhere for this life changing organisation to do what it does best. So, I am here pleading with you to share this video or give some money to the just giving page (both will be linked below). If you can do anything to help please comment bellow, it really is worth it, i would not be here as i am without them.
https://www.justgiving.com/crowdfunding/animal-antiks
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-TcZeRd5mv4

Monday 12 December 2016

Top 15 books (in no order)
11      Wonder
22      The harry potter series
33       Will grayson, will grayson
44       I never gave my consent
55       The weight of silence
66       Faceless
77       Everything, everything
88       The art of being normal
9 9The fault in our stars- john green
110.   Me before you
111.   All I know now
112.   Looking for Alaska- john green
113.   Fangirl
114.   The last act of love-

115.   Perks of being a wall flower 

Thursday 1 December 2016

dear the girl who is in all myslef selfies,
i really wanted us to work, and fulfil all of those fantasies we'd planed, get through high school together, with many late night study sessions and sleepovers, go to uni together, share a room and paint it as yellow as the sun and plaster it with pictures of us, so every night before wed go to sleep we could remember how great our friendship is. then we would graduate together and party (a lot) take a year travelling creating many more memories, we would eventually go our separate ways, get married, get a job, have kids, grow old, retire and the usual life things, but we would always have each other. but, through it all you would always be a huge part of my life, the chief bridesmaid at my wedding, the first person id tell about my job, auntie to my children and my partner in growing old disgracefully. no matter how great that plan was, life isn't a fairy tale and things dont always work out the way you want them to. and it kills me, that out of all of the things that didn't go to plan, why on earth did life have to screw up this one. no matter how much i want to be with you through all the good times and even be part of a fair few, i just want you to be happy, even if i am am not part of that. please stay safe, remember
how loved you are and i hope that you have the most amazing life, even if it isnt one which fits me in it. treat everyone with kindes, especially yourself, stay your idiotic self forever.